Im not sure how to sum up this guilt into words.
I knew i shouldn't have.
I knew it was a wrong move.
Hindsbind Theory? So said Mr. Andy.
Whether i liked it or not, I need to do my part.
I got it started, and I had to end it sooner or later.
Hence my sooner or later got short,it was non other than
during tutorial lesson this afternoon.
My apologies. I can't withstand any longer. I had to tell.
I can't afford to leave you hanging on false hopes. You said one day when the time
is right. But friend, that one day is gone.
Dear friend, you should move on, just like how she did.
Mahu tapi malu. Snap out of it.
Clearly, it's not gna happen.
Full time, stable job and the need to settle down just like how your other friends did.
This heart ached when Love told me you wanted to bring her
to our chalet next weekday, introducing her to the others.
I knew you meant good. But...
Insyallah, the day will come, one day.
You are a very good person and good things come to those who wait.
You deserve someone good, that i can assure.
You replied," It's ok maj,no problem," with an ending :)
I failed.
(sidetrack)
Dear Mister, you never seem to get tired making me smile. Thank you for the times
you share the burden of listening, that, i cudden ask for more.
Thank you for being who you are, the person you are really means a lot to me.
You lifted me up during my falls, wiped the grime off my face when everything
else seems to fail.
Thank you.
Emo wreck you call it, well guess what sweetheart, you're in love with it :)
