Life in circles.

I miss this. Would love to re-visit someday.

Soon, prolly?

2 weeks passed and my motivation level is still at its lowest. I have yet to master all the basic theories with regards to the modules I'm taking. And it ain't easy.

I have seen quite a number of my seniors re-taking

the modules and it scares the shyt outta me.

Stats? Research methods? I have no idea what nursing has got to do with it, seriously.

Stressor's aside.

Family.

Munir got into TP, late, cause there were same

issues with the registrations,I did too, when i

first got into NYP. Runs in the

family aye? =)

He proved me wrong, and I am happy for him, though i didn't show.

Invitations.

Kak Lulu's (kakak's best f.) getting hitched tomorrow.

Like finally i got to meet my sister.

Ever since kakak got married, we rarely meet.

And it's almost a year since we last fought.

I miss her. I miss having to confide and find

comfort with someone my senior.

She left the house to stay with the in-laws. And being responsible for my brothers have been an ache,

and I'm still struggling though my sister made

it looked so easy.

Following her occasion will be another wedding.

Ariana, my cousin (mum's side).

We used to be close but ever since Grandma passed on,

visits to the Grandads' has been a mere, resulting the broken family bond.(I miss him, so much, if only he'd knew)

(At time of blogging)

Mum's showering baby names for my sister. Mas'od for a boy?

What era is she on? Fyi, I'm ignoring her options, heh.

Love's on 4 nights,

you'll be missed sugahh, do take care :)

I knew what you did last summer.

Major disappointment. It took me a lot of courage to swallow.

Felt like smacking your forehead but thinking twice, banging

your 360degrees face on the wall seemed so much better.

Let's just say it never happened.

Like i told her yesterday, it will be my last.

Well, it'd better be.

Honestly, I'm tired. I'm tired of pleasing others and having to say it's alright even though at times, its not. And i thought i had your back,but you proved me wrong. So here I am wondering, what else did you say?

Trust- Trust is like a mirror, once it's broken, it's never seen the same again,and no matter how hard you try to put it back together, the cracks will always show.

I rest my case.

Majjie.